Alice’s Pearls

I was interviewed few hours ago for a documentary and one of the directors’ questions was about my pearls. My answer had nothing to do with eclectic styles mixing and matching old and new, luxury and humbleness, ‘East’ and ‘West’, or the importance of filling one’s neck with necklaces that strike me fancy. Even if I am an artist and value fashion as a form of art, I am far from being a fashionista, and I certainly am not trying to incarnate Johannes Vermeer’s Dutch woman with a pearl necklace.

My pearls belonged to Alice, my beloved grandmother who passed away few months ago…

Birth and death are the only certainties for all humans, and every culture has had customs and rituals associated with burials and with the mourning of family and friends. Between yesterday’s lecture about Zoroastrian dakhmehs where the dead are left on the top of a tower to decompose in order not to contaminate the living, and today’s interview when I reasserted my belief in the necessity and possibility of continuity, of an afterlife connected with this life, I realized that my grandmother’s pearls, Alice’s pearls, do tell one of the many stories of the universal experiences of inheritance, legacy, women’s memory and the power of objects to bind and unbind human beings.

Psychoanalysts from Freud up to the present have defined the goal of mourning as the detachment of libidinal ties from the deceased love object. The ego thus becomes free of its former attachments and ready to attach to a new, living person. Nevertheless, both clinical and empirical evidence call into question the ‘detachment’ aspect of the theory (Rubin, Klass and Nickman, Shuchter…) and propose that an ongoing internal relationship to mourning objects is an important aspect of a ‘successful’ mourning.

In other words, mourning is seen “as a process of inner transformation that affects both the image of the self and of the object. It involves not the breaking of an object tie, but the transformation of that attachment into a sustaining internal presence, which operates as an ongoing component in the individual’s internal world” (1).

Some scholars would argue that mourning objects function to preserve and celebrate the ‘departed’ body, or that these objects are important because they define our existence, or that they have an embodied presence – they act as material substitutes for an absent body.

My grandmother’s pearls are definitely a visceral trace of her that reminds me of the fact that people die only when we forget them; a material imprint of her physical absence and intangible presence; and more, they remind me of the necessity of reassessing my picture of the world and my place in it, of restoring possibilities in my life - the passionate sense of the potential that keeps me going -, of “making what happened incomplete and completing what never was” (2).


 (1) John E. Baker, Mourning and the Transformation of Object Relationships Evidence for the Persistence of Internal Attachments.

 (2) Giorgio Agamben, Potentialities: Collected Essays in Philosophy.

About Dr. Pamela Chrabieh

Lebanese-Canadian Doctor of Sciences of Religions (University of Montreal, QC, Canada). Founder of the 'Red Lips High Heels' movement. Founder and Director of SPNC Learning & Communication, University Professor, Artist, Activist and Writer. Dr. Pamela Chrabieh (Badine) has an extensive 20+ year multidisciplinary and international experience and expertise in university teaching, academic research, visual arts, art direction, communication, content creation, project management, training and conference/workshop organization.

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6 Responses to Alice’s Pearls

  1. Malak Tohme March 3, 2016 at 10:41 pm #

    Welcome back Dr. Chrabieh.
    Beautiful memorial for your grandmother!
    My grandmother passed away few years ago and her memory still lives in me.

  2. Colette Chartouni March 3, 2016 at 10:43 pm #

    Mourning is such a difficult process. However it lets usnot forget our loved ones and ancestors. And as you said Dr. It keeps us going, it opens the doors for new paths.

  3. Kalima March 3, 2016 at 10:45 pm #

    I lost several members of my family following the invasion of Irak years ago. They are a part of who I am, of my history. They let me look at the past with a different perspective and the present in the light of this new perspective.

  4. Laurent Hakim March 4, 2016 at 3:20 pm #

    Good afternoon Dr. Chrabieh. Beautiful tribute!

  5. Dr. Pamela Chrabieh March 4, 2016 at 10:10 pm #

    Thank you for the kind words and support!

  6. anonymous March 7, 2016 at 1:38 pm #

    Beautiful. So true!

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